iluvpunk

~hAppY nEw yEar~

2009-01-25T23:02:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!
i went to genting the past Saturday.
then went back next day.
Saturday there raining. although very cold but we still went to eat baskin robin.
CS Wong said that the snow world got free ice-cream.
but i went there, there is no free ice-cream in there also.
i went shopping with my mum.
i bought 1 new shirt and i still bought 2 nail coloring.
i dunno what that called. the colour of that very bright. hehex.
now i`m in my grandma house.
nothing to do here. very very boring!!
but my brother borrow me his laptop so that i am able to online.
thanks him very much. so nice of him!
once i am free i went to sleep.
i miss penang life very much.
all my cousin became so unfamiliar. no topic with them.
dunno why should we went back here.
just because of want to take 'ang pao'?
but i always look forward to see my handsome 'tang ge'.
but already 2nd day here and i dun even saw him.
got a little bit the disappointed.
but i am still here until wednesday morning.
i still hope that i could saw him.
i want to go back to Penang!!!
so boring here.
anyway, Happy New Year to everyone.

~lOnElinEss~

2009-01-16T04:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i really exhausted. spend the whole day without rest.
morning go school, 11p.m went tuition, 1p.m school started and after school tuition again.
dunno why this few day i have a strange feeling.
i feel that there was a distance between me and my friend now. no topic between us.
yesterday i cried. i call him but din tell him my problem. he thought i sick d. hehex.
i dun like that feeling. same as last time.
i dun wan that come back to me again.
the lonely life i had before.
today when i reach school, hui go find sun. i saw her but we din talk.
cant imagine how close we are last time. but now?
a while later we were separated. i walk alone into school.
just feel that everything have changes.
this school, people and everything become so unfamiliar.
i really have a feeling to cry that time but i din.
can everything just back to normal?
or maybe this is just the life i have to live forward to?
i can feel that something is empty in my soul.
did i really have to went back to the lonely life i have?
i cant see friendship in my world.

1.1.2009

2009-01-01T05:27:00.000-08:00

Long time din update my blog d.
actually i have many things to write but i lazy. xp
i get only 4A`s in my PMR.
i din really disappointed, because i know i din work hard enough.
i din even expect that i can get more than 1A`s.
this year i celebrated my Christmas eve and new year eve with him.
i can feel that our relationship is even better than last time.
now my parents and whole family know about it already.
they din disagree, just hope that i can bring him home.
*ended*
i really dun wan to work anymore.
i feel stress and tired.
i work so hard and for so many hours per day but i just get so few $$ for it.
people who know me will know that i love $$ very much.
i will do what ever it is to get or save them.
but sure i will work for it.
study really is easier than work.
although u can make many new friends while working.
learn different things and get more experience from that.
but work for more $$ and get fun is the most important thing for me.
i hope that i wont work for YOU anymore.
give out the stupid fliers is really a stupid things ever.
anyway, i love the money i work for.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! everyone!

~uNbElievAblE~

2008-12-06T19:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday Zhong Kar Yan went to Queensbay.
i thought i have no chance to see her because i am working that time.
but she just walk cross in front of me at about 8 sumtin.
OMG!! she is so tall, so thin and so beautiful!!!
i cant believe that i saw her.
really unbelievable.
this few day i started to feel stress about my work.
no sales.
i feel like quitting, but i cant.
cause this month i do full time.
the salary is already set.
next year i wont do this job anymore. I swear!!
if want i would like to find some restaurant to do waitress better.
this job really stress enough.
i cant breath. because of that, the day become hard to past.
next year i must really study harder.
money is really hard to earn.

4.12.2008

2008-12-03T18:54:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i took my first salary.
i can`t believe that i work so hard 1 month already but i just get RM578.95.
lolx. what the.
working is really a tough thing.
now i realize why our parents always call us to study hard.
choosing a right work is really important.
Yesterday i din sell anything.
my sales eat egg ar!!!
Mandy say give me RM12 only for yesterday.
but if today i can sell RM500++, then i can only get back the same price.
lolx. i am going to faint liao lar!!!
Cheow Ying say she Saturday want come and find me.
hehexz. but the main purpose is to see Zhong Kar Yan.
Zzzz. but at least she is here to see me.
it has been a long time since i saw her.
Yesterday chat with her on phone.
her sound very upset lorx.
dunno why every time chat with her also say some sad thing.
and she is really negative minded.
always think the bad things.
haihz. hope she will think something positive one day.

29-11-2008

2008-11-29T04:52:00.000-08:00

November is going to end soon.
AND i am going to take my first salary!!!
waiting for that day.
this few day quite a number of people say me pretty.
muahahaxz. happy lorx.
i knew a few boy nowadays.
got 2 do insurances want. hehexz.
quite good looking too. but got age d.
this few day, dunno why Mandy keep talking something strange.
and it make me feel that she knew something.
this end. another thing.
my perfect man this few day act strange.
it seems like we are disturbing him.
his face changes when he see us.
i dun dare to see him anymore since yesterday.
however, he is still my perfect man.
anyway i will not able to see him so often d.
next Monday, 1st of December i am going to do promotion at ground floor.
i will miss him. but i think that it is good for him.

22.11.2008

2008-11-21T21:05:00.000-08:00

today is my Cambridge examination.
i am so nervous.
yesterday i bought a blouse and skirt.
actually i want to buy a pair of shoes too but i cant find it.
and today i wear my high heels go.
lolx. i dun want to. but i have to.
i finished my reading, writing and listening at 11.30a.m.
then i went home rest and write this blog.
just now i almost cant finished my writing paper.
but luckily when the time is end i wrote the last word.
my listening is ok only.
later 3p.m. it`s time for me to start my speaking examination.
i really scared speaking.
later dunno will how.
after my examination, i still have to go work.
haihz. wish me good luck on my speaking test lar.

~sOrrY~

2008-11-21T20:12:00.000-08:00

this month is the 5th month we have been together.
and this is the first time we argued.
and this first time almost make us break up.
i dunno. i just feel that something has change after holiday.
maybe we are busy working.
dun even have time to meet each other.
i really miss him very much.
dunno since when, i like to see that guy.
and i got told him. he started to jealous.
it`s a normal reaction, that i can say.
but got one time he message me and say he feel that i dun care about his feeling.
do I? maybe. i dunno.
and from that time, i start to think about what he had say.
i become moody.
and i dun listen to his phone. and start scared.
actually i dunno what am i scared about.
maybe is to listen to him.
yesterday, i hear his phone call.
i already moody that time.
after his call, my mood become MORE moody.
he says he want to listen to my voice.
then i hear his phone.
but after a while, he call me go sleep.
and i heard he is with his friends.
i dunno what am i thinking. but i am really mad.
then i send something that make him upset.
then i sleep d. because the next day i still have to take my Cambridge examination.
about 2 midnight, i woke up.
i saw my phone have 82 miss called.
i get shocked. then i have 8 messages and 3 voice mail.
i directly listen to the voice mail.
i heard something he said. very touching.
after he receive that messages that i have send him, he straight away ride his friend bike come to my house to find me.
but i slept already.
i feel i did something horrible to him.
very sorry. i called him.
he took up the phone. we talked the whole night.
i cried. but at last we solve the problem. and back to ourselves.
'Sorry. So sorry, dear. I would never do this to you again. I promise. I love you. I always do.'

~eXhaUstEd~

2008-11-16T05:02:00.000-08:00

Wow. this few day i really very tired.
almost every day do the same thing.
wake up-bath-go work-reach home-bath-SLEEP!
today i still went to the marathon thing.
haihz. last night i only sleep 3 hours.
but better than Nikki them because they din even sleep.
whole night stay at Queensbay there the Starbucks. hahaxz. pity them.
we run a while only, cannot d. we still have long distance to go.
my stomach pain!! and some more i 'LAI YE'!! just today morning nia.
why??? walao. we start walking the whole distance from the bridge till the end.
i cant feel my leg lerh. pain till~
BUT~ but at least we still get a certificate and a badge. hahaxz.
i went home after eating those free things.
the Milo is great!! cold and the taste was average.
i still have to walk out to wait my mum come and fetch me.
i waited at behind Jusco, the road that can straightly go to the BJ roundabout.
i wait for a long time and suddenly a people driving a van calling me.
he asked me whether wan to go out to the roundabout there.
i followed him, because that time there is no people and just me waiting there.
some more i dunno whether my mum car can drive in or not because the road was closed since 2a.m.
thanks for that guy and thanks GOD that i met a good person not bad.
or else i will not be here anymore.
my mum took us to have breakfast then went home d.
i reach home already almost 10a.m.
and i have to go to work and open shop before 10.30a.m.
or else i will be fine RM1000.
i work 1 year also cant pay finish er.
i reach there about 10.29a.m.
then they still blocking the road.
i have to run from the Coffee Bean there till my shop.
that means from South zone run till the North zone.
my leg really not mine anymore.
i quickly open the door.
luckily, the security guard din took any photo yet.
and i saw many shop not yet open.
i thought i can sit down and rest a while.
but already got customer came in d.
walao. i cant even rest a while.
but i am so happy, because the first customer of the day already buy RM414.90.
i am going to hit RM 500 to get 3% commission. i am so excited.
today i am so happy, because quite a number of customer came in.
and i almost hit RM1000. my sales today are RM979.95.
argh. RM20++ more then i will get 5% commission.
haihz. but i cant get it because my working time is end.
but today i really exhausted. need more sleep.
i will seldom online lerh.
i will miss you all~~ my dear friend.

9.11.2008

2008-11-09T06:05:00.000-08:00

Today work morning shift.
10.30a.m already went there to open shop.
i din saw him.
then i do my things.
wa. today dunno why i forget to do many things lorx.
haihz. then Mandy says me got 'lao ren chi dai zhen'.
hahaxz. really?
i 2.30p.m finished work d.
i seeking him in his shop.
finally, i saw him serving one of his customer.
wow. i am really getting crazy about him.
he is really a perfect guy.
then my family and i went to Gurney Plaza.
they say want to celebrate my dad birthday worx.
but still got 4 days to go.
we went to eat CHILIS.
OMG. It`s nice!!!
but that price is nicer.
although it is expensive, but 1 plate of the food can let 2 people eat d.
we eat till very full. hahaxz.
i haven decide anything to buy for my dad yet.
something is useful for him?
beer? or what? hahaxz.
my little brother already bought him a cheese cake.
and my brother also already treat him eat breakfast.
left me only. argh!!!

~oMg~

2008-11-08T16:52:00.000-08:00

OMG!! OMG!!
is HIM. is HIM.
yesterday he talked to me.
hahaxz. happy lorx.
he is so perfect.
i sit very near him, just like friend.
i notice he has a pair of small eye but very attractive.
he is so friendly and good looking too.
walao. how come this world will have such a perfect guy.
i am really going to crazy of him d.
hope today i will saw him during work time.
but today i work morning shift.
dunno whether he will on shop that time.
hope he will. hahaxz.
but such a good looking guy like him, i sure many girls will always walk around him.
but i will continue admire HIM!!! hehexz.
because no matter what he is still so perfect to me.

~sAdnEss~

2008-11-06T07:17:00.000-08:00

Haihz. today i started my work at 4.30p.m.
but i din even sell any of the products.
sadness.
dunno whether they will scold me or not.
i am so afraid.
tomorrow i sure din go to school d.
because my mom din go to work.
lol. i also feel strange when she call me no need go to school.
as it turns out, she is just lazy to fetch me go to school.
hope you guys will enjoy the school day lar.
haha.
haihz. i din go to school.
that also means i cannot saw him!!!
haihz. SAD!!! >.<

~thAnkS~

2008-11-04T23:10:00.000-08:00

I worked yesterday.
it was a hard time to past.
i prefer promotion time more than in shop.
Although in shop is very free, but hard to sell products.
i just get RM158 like that only.
RM42 more to hit to get commission.
really very few people come in the shop.
but once there is, sure they will buy.
except this, closing shop is really a tough work.
i`m exhausted after doing that.
it really took lot of my energy to carry the things and fix it into the hole.
and the first time i fix it wrongly.
it stuck. i can`t even move that thing.
thanks for the HOT ELEMENT guy.
what a gentleman.
although he looks skinny but really strong enough.
i am going to admire him. hahaxz.
if he din help me out, i don`t think i will get out of this trouble.
hundred of THANKS for him.
and i cut my hands.
my fingers is bleeding.
i have no idea when i get cut, and i din even notice it.
yesterday he and him came to my shop.
he bought something for his aunt.
and him notice something and at last he knew it.
i dunno is that a good idea but seems him is his friend then that does not matter anymore.
today morning i really very tired.
so i din go to school.
sleep the whole morning.
i dun even notice my bed was so warm since i was small.
and now i only realize that study is really better than working.

~hOpiNg~

2008-11-03T00:11:00.001-08:00

haihz. why the blogger background, link friends and chat box so hard to do one?
lmao. very ma huan lorx.
today i did`nt work.
but later still got tuition.
yesterday sales also not bad.
still can get commission.
although just 2 customer but i sell RM200++.
tomorrow i have to close shop.
so nervous lorx.
i scared that just me 1 people look after the shop.
if customer come ask me about the shampoo, conditioner, lotion, massage oil and so on then i die.
i scared i will give wrong information.
hahaxz. although this is just my first job.
but i really like it very much.
i learn many things.
and know quite some people too.
don`t know whether i can keep this job until December.
i hope i will. and i enjoy it very much.
i can learn my English speaking TOO~~
hehexz. hope i will pass my PET exam also.

~hAppY~

2008-11-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i sell RM200++ .
haha. feel happy lorx.
i thought i wont sell any yesterday.
i still met 1 person.
his name is Albert.
working at Prai but stay in Penang.
he say he is interested but he din buy any.
lol. we just chatting there.
he some more say i look like 21 years old.
lol. i look old. >.<
but he say no, just look mature.
haihz. Mandy say if i sell RM200++ will get 2% commission.
RM500++ 3% commission ; RM1000++ 5% commission.
yesterday already earn more RM4 ler.
muahahaxz. happy lorx.

1st tiMe

2008-11-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is my first working experience.
still many more things to learn about.
How to sell the things?
How to make the customer feel confident to our product?
How to explain the product?
haihz. although it is a tough work, but we will be pay commission of our sell.
anyone who wanted to buy essential oil, please buy from me.
i working at BLU SCENTS.
the only shop in Queensbay mall.
we sell 40++ type of essential oil.
now we are having promotion till sunday.
our stall is at opposite the money changer.
anyone interested may walk by there and find ME.
10% discount now!!!