~hAppY nEw yEar~

Happy New Year!!!
i went to genting the past Saturday.
then went back next day.
Saturday there raining. although very cold but we still went to eat baskin robin.
CS Wong said that the snow world got free ice-cream.
but i went there, there is no free ice-cream in there also.
i went shopping with my mum.
i bought 1 new shirt and i still bought 2 nail coloring.
i dunno what that called. the colour of that very bright. hehex.
now i`m in my grandma house.
nothing to do here. very very boring!!
but my brother borrow me his laptop so that i am able to online.
thanks him very much. so nice of him!
once i am free i went to sleep.
i miss penang life very much.
all my cousin became so unfamiliar. no topic with them.
dunno why should we went back here.
just because of want to take 'ang pao'?
but i always look forward to see my handsome 'tang ge'.
but already 2nd day here and i dun even saw him.
got a little bit the disappointed.
but i am still here until wednesday morning.
i still hope that i could saw him.
i want to go back to Penang!!!
so boring here.
anyway, Happy New Year to everyone.

~lOnElinEss~

Yesterday i really exhausted. spend the whole day without rest.
morning go school, 11p.m went tuition, 1p.m school started and after school tuition again.
dunno why this few day i have a strange feeling.
i feel that there was a distance between me and my friend now. no topic between us.
yesterday i cried. i call him but din tell him my problem. he thought i sick d. hehex.
i dun like that feeling. same as last time.
i dun wan that come back to me again.
the lonely life i had before.
today when i reach school, hui go find sun. i saw her but we din talk.
cant imagine how close we are last time. but now?
a while later we were separated. i walk alone into school.
just feel that everything have changes.
this school, people and everything become so unfamiliar.
i really have a feeling to cry that time but i din.
can everything just back to normal?
or maybe this is just the life i have to live forward to?
i can feel that something is empty in my soul.
did i really have to went back to the lonely life i have?
i cant see friendship in my world.

1.1.2009

Long time din update my blog d.
actually i have many things to write but i lazy. xp
i get only 4A`s in my PMR.
i din really disappointed, because i know i din work hard enough.
i din even expect that i can get more than 1A`s.
this year i celebrated my Christmas eve and new year eve with him.
i can feel that our relationship is even better than last time.
now my parents and whole family know about it already.
they din disagree, just hope that i can bring him home.
*ended*
i really dun wan to work anymore.
i feel stress and tired.
i work so hard and for so many hours per day but i just get so few $$ for it.
people who know me will know that i love $$ very much.
i will do what ever it is to get or save them.
but sure i will work for it.
study really is easier than work.
although u can make many new friends while working.
learn different things and get more experience from that.
but work for more $$ and get fun is the most important thing for me.
i hope that i wont work for YOU anymore.
give out the stupid fliers is really a stupid things ever.
anyway, i love the money i work for.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! everyone!

~uNbElievAblE~

Yesterday Zhong Kar Yan went to Queensbay.
i thought i have no chance to see her because i am working that time.
but she just walk cross in front of me at about 8 sumtin.
OMG!! she is so tall, so thin and so beautiful!!!
i cant believe that i saw her.
really unbelievable.
this few day i started to feel stress about my work.
no sales.
i feel like quitting, but i cant.
cause this month i do full time.
the salary is already set.
next year i wont do this job anymore. I swear!!
if want i would like to find some restaurant to do waitress better.
this job really stress enough.
i cant breath. because of that, the day become hard to past.
next year i must really study harder.
money is really hard to earn.

4.12.2008

Yesterday i took my first salary.
i can`t believe that i work so hard 1 month already but i just get RM578.95.
lolx. what the.
working is really a tough thing.
now i realize why our parents always call us to study hard.
choosing a right work is really important.
Yesterday i din sell anything.
my sales eat egg ar!!!
Mandy say give me RM12 only for yesterday.
but if today i can sell RM500++, then i can only get back the same price.
lolx. i am going to faint liao lar!!!
Cheow Ying say she Saturday want come and find me.
hehexz. but the main purpose is to see Zhong Kar Yan.
Zzzz. but at least she is here to see me.
it has been a long time since i saw her.
Yesterday chat with her on phone.
her sound very upset lorx.
dunno why every time chat with her also say some sad thing.
and she is really negative minded.
always think the bad things.
haihz. hope she will think something positive one day.

29-11-2008

November is going to end soon.
AND i am going to take my first salary!!!
waiting for that day.
this few day quite a number of people say me pretty.
muahahaxz. happy lorx.
i knew a few boy nowadays.
got 2 do insurances want. hehexz.
quite good looking too. but got age d.
this few day, dunno why Mandy keep talking something strange.
and it make me feel that she knew something.
this end. another thing.
my perfect man this few day act strange.
it seems like we are disturbing him.
his face changes when he see us.
i dun dare to see him anymore since yesterday.
however, he is still my perfect man.
anyway i will not able to see him so often d.
next Monday, 1st of December i am going to do promotion at ground floor.
i will miss him. but i think that it is good for him.

22.11.2008

today is my Cambridge examination.
i am so nervous.
yesterday i bought a blouse and skirt.
actually i want to buy a pair of shoes too but i cant find it.
and today i wear my high heels go.
lolx. i dun want to. but i have to.
i finished my reading, writing and listening at 11.30a.m.
then i went home rest and write this blog.
just now i almost cant finished my writing paper.
but luckily when the time is end i wrote the last word.
my listening is ok only.
later 3p.m. it`s time for me to start my speaking examination.
i really scared speaking.
later dunno will how.
after my examination, i still have to go work.
haihz. wish me good luck on my speaking test lar.